Thursday, December 29, 2011

A Dead Heart

I know. Trust me I know.
I know the pain you are in right now.
You are in it. Deep.
You are soaked in love for a man who has left dust on your boots, skidding out of a parking lot, beer in one hand, steering wheel in the other.
The pain is unbearable and each minute is a purposeful moment in time you are using to simply survive.
You are not there yet. You are in the thick of it, but you are getting there.
Freedom.
You are almost there. Free of the locks and chains you have put around your heart, in an effort to save it just for him.
You are not willing to accept that there is someone special in this universe waiting to love just you. But he's waiting to love you, and he will love you leaps and bounds ahead of what your past could never give you.
I know. Trust me I know.

2 comments:

  1. Favorite sentence: "Each moment is a purposeful moment in time you are using to simply survive." Heart it.

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    1. Thank you my dear Cathryn! Its funny, I use this blog more as a journal, and forget people may see what I write. Thank you for the comment. :)

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